I have it. And as usual, its a chain reaction. I’ve been swamped at work, with some major things going down, that probably won’t be resolved fully for another month or so.
And once I get hit at work, it pushes my game time. In part because I have less time to play, and in part because by the time I get home, get family stuff done, and hit my usual playing time, I can’t bring myself to do much more than stare at the computer screen. I’m either so stressed or so exhausted that its hard to get over that hump. It helps having a good corp in EVE that I can just log on and chat with. Even if I decline to do much of anything with them, they understand, presumably because they’ve been there before too. (The two month long long marathon to Cruiser V/Med. Turret V/Weapon Upgrades V/Hull Upgrades V doesn’t help either, esp. coming after the corp required two week long starbase gunner training.)
So the best way to break malaise is with something new and exciting and shiny right? I’m sure the two weeks of Conan will pass pleasently, but unless I stumble into a good guild, I don’t think I’ll be resubbing there at the moment. Honestly, I’ve contemplated two paths.
One is Everquest II. Its still by far the only fantasy MMO that has “the complete package.” Fun crafting, solo and group adventuring, housing, and tradition behind it (I get goosebumps and flashbacks when I hear the main theme redux on the loading screen). And I have a waiting guild invite. It would mean either transferring my character or starting fresh (tempting here is the new box version at Best Buy – start a new account, with two months free, and all expansions, and 500 Station Cash, for $20). I could also go the Access Pass route, tempting because this is my favorite time of the year to play Vanguard (Randolph the Free Flying Mount!), which still has my favorite class to play out of any game out there. Plus, Pirates. On the flip side – if I start a new account for EQ2 , it won’t be linked with my Station Pass sadly. And none of it is really new – so will it help my malaise?
The other option is a pretty oddball one, but it might just work. I missed the glory days of DAoC. And I still kick myself for it. WAR is really nothing more than a stripped down kiddy version of DAoC. I asked around on the forums and it seems there might be a few guilds left kicking over there that would be willing to take a complete noob in and help him level and show him the ropes. The downside is that population is down, and so finding friends to just go explore and grind with might be difficult. As one responder said to me “Most people PvE to powerlevel. Almost no one does it for the content anymore because everyone has done it.” So there is the inherent frustration – what will be new to me will be ho hum to all others. I don’t suppose I could convince some one out there to go in with me to make for a better experience for us both eh? Normally I’d drag my brother in, but between EVE and FE and WoW he’s got his hands full already…
So there’s my dilemma in a nutshell. And what good is having a blog if you can’t share your dilemma’s and find aid for your DMD (decision making disorder)? Even if you don’t respond, if you’ve made it this far, I feel better just knowing that through transference I might have a chance at another saving throw to overcome this Paralyze status ftw. ::wink wink::