Saying goodbye to SWTOR has not really been hard at all. I’m sure I’ll be back when they make the transition to F2P, which seems more and more like a certainty with every passing day. The fateful day for me is tomorrow, July 18th, when my sub goes dormant. But there is a date which has caused me a good bit of sadness and melancholy as it approaches: July 22nd.
You see, July 22nd is the day that my guild will turn off the lights and close and lock the doors for the final time. Beskar has been one of the greatest guilds I have ever belonged too, and also marks the longest time I’ve ever been in one guild. Beskar opened its doors back in 2008, if you can believe that, in preparation for the release of SWTOR, which back in those days was thought to only be a year or so away (Looking at the timeline now, and having done some probing, I firmly believe that at that point in 2008, they were just starting technical development of the game). I joined up in November of 2010, as the guild was getting ready to mark its two year anniversary, and was anxiously awaiting the promised release date of “Spring 2011.” As it would turn out, I would be spending my first year in the guild with nothing to do in SWTOR *but* the guild!
Not that I minded. Beskar had strict rules about being active and present, even before launch. Be absent from the forums for a week and you were made inactive, two weeks and you were kicked. Though no absolute posting policy was ever adopted, 50 posts a month was unofficially among those of us who were active considered a good “eyeball test” for making an effort to being an active part of the community. I wish I had the server stats in hand to give you, but our guild, which mostly hovered around 50 people, carved out a wonderful little home for ourselves. There was a lot of turnover, particularly as Bioware fumbled the ball time and again before launch, and continued to back the game up (I wonder if this didn’t hurt launch sales and stability by the way. I would say we lost 1-2 people per month who just flat decided it wasn’t worth the hell that Bioware was putting people through). When the game launched, we had around 60 people, chomping at the bit!
Yet, within two months, we had begun bleeding members. Revved up members who had been waiting three years at that point, lit into the content like a bat out of hell. We had people who had level capped within a week, and spent the next seven chewing up dailies and pvp and maxing out crafting before realizing that Bioware had neglected to put together an actual world for people to explore, play, and -yes- even live in.
As of right now, we can barely scratch together a dozen members, and most of those are playing on the Republic side (we were an Empire only guild until Bioware belatedly announced that this would restrict your gameplay…) at levels so widely varying that its impossible to group or do content together. So the guild leader, himself retired from the game, made the decision that it was time to close the doors. And I am in 100% agreement. The guild is not even a shadow of what it was a year ago. And the irony, and the moral, of the story is this:
Every other guild I’ve been in has been killed by either another game, or by internal drama. Beskar was killed by the game that its members was playing.
Just let that sink in a moment.
So…I will miss the people that I have spent the last two years getting to know so well. Some of them are moving over to Guild Wars 2 together, some are sticking around in SWTOR for a while longer, one or two are headed to TSW, but the remainder are just….done with MMO’s in general. That hurts all of us.
I think its appropriate that my guild leader for the last two years have the final word. While I will miss individuals, I will also miss the environment and home that Beskar provided me with. And, like the leader, I know I will not be alone in that:
You might think I’m joking, but by early May, reports were coming in that the game had lost 400,000 subscribers.
So if there’s any saving grace in what was happening, it’s that we weren’t alone. We weren’t some strange mutant strain of gamer that obsesses over a game for years, then hates it as soon as it launches… it seems we had hundreds of thousands of other gamers, literally, who all thought the same thing, to keep us company. It’s an incredible statistic, isn’t it?
Writing from the website and post of his new GW2 guild, he reflects on what the loss cost us, and the hopes we still hold for the future. But mostly, he is reflecting on the fact that Bioware, like Sony before them, managed not only to fail to deliver a top notch MMO (something that would be frustrating, but understandable), but managed also to kill communities. Ouch.
To my Beskar vod’e – I wish you all the best in the future, and I hope that whatever game or guild you are headed too, it treats you well, as you deserve, because you are awesome people.
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Yeah, I saw his announcment on Twitter a few days ago, and discussed it briefly, with him. It’s a shame that the game did not deliver on all your expectations. One of our guild masters quit in disgust wehn none of his character names nor his legacy, were available on the soft mergers last month. The other has moved on to TSW for the most part. I’ve enjoyed my time with SWTOR, but don’t have the driving urge to log in, even though I have yet to reach 50 on even one character. Actions of BioWare external to the actual game have soured my opinion. I planned on ending my subscription the same time as you are, but my lovely bride, would like to atleast finish out the stories on our mains, so it will probably be one more month for me.
I really would like to finish the story, and honestly I thought I would, but the leveling past forty is really snail’s pace, I guess because of having to stop and catch up everyone’s storylines. My two regrets at this point are not throwing some time and energy into a Republic character, and switching to Agent from Sorcerer back around 25. I think I would have enjoyed the Sorcerer storyline more in retrospect. Are you a part of a TSW guild…er Cabal? Obviously, I’m looking for a new home now!
Yes, Knights of Mercy is the Templar cabal I play with, though because of an SLC, I’m soloing on either my Dragon or my Illuminata and chat through “tsweets,” a twitter community channel. KoM is partly a group of refugees from SWTOR, I’m sure you’d be welcome. Just and ask for someone from KoM.
Very kind words, thank you.
Great post HZero. Don’t be a stranger my friend.
You’re welcome blur, you did a great job, and I have a lot of respect for all you were able to accomplish with Beskar. Who knows, maybe I’ll find my way into the Lion’s Arch one day in the future!
Kash, no chance of that. (-:
Well that certainly is an odd coincidence. You mentioned some of Beskar moving on to Guild Wars 2 – I’m now in the Lion’s Arch Irregulars, which was formed by a few former Beskars.
The internet is a small place after all.
I’m not surprised at all Ben, you are very much the type of person who would be welcomed there. Enjoy your run with LAI, they are good peeps.
Hi this is BLACKKETYL, I was apart of Beskar and SWTOR at release, well prior to release and about two months after. I haven’t been able to see the forums since I left SWTOR but blur regularly kept the home page updated where I was able to check in on Beskar fairly reguarly.
I decided to check in on you guys today and see what Beskar’s up to and saw that Beskar.net had closed its doors. I nearly fell out of my chair. I’m really bummed to see what’s taken place, but totally understand.
This words are profound: “Every other guild I’ve been in has been killed by either another game, or by internal drama. Beskar was killed by the game that its members was playing.”
If I pick up Guild Wars 2 I’ll look up LAI.
Best of luck to all the current and former Beskar members in their endeavors.
Matt, definitely remember you my friend! Thank you for dropping by. Its looking more and more like I will be wandering the lands in GW2 as well, so hopefully our paths will cross again.
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